The day is drawing near... woohoo!!

My mind keeps drifting to her and I think about her a lot and yet...

she's someone who's identity i do not know and someone i may or may not have met...

I think maybe it's time to let go of this blog. I've lost the drive to keep it going and merely use it not as a tool to let people know what i've been up to but more as an avenue to share with something about my thoughts in my head.

How strange don't you think. People usually do that with a fellow person but not me because I almost always tend not to share my innermost thoughts. It's my nature.

I actually wanted to sort of construct on paper (computer screen on this i guess) of what my head looks for in the next gf so as to guide me but i've decided not to for two reason

1) i actually know it really well in my head already

2) sometimes ideals don't need to be fulfilled and instead you know when you see that someone

That's my thought of the night. Thanks for listening my errmmm.. my ownself?

hmmm... strange indeed....

It's funny how you look back in time and you see the mark that you've left in people's life at one point of time and vice versa.

Quite often, you move on and leave several people behind (not completely but its not as close as before) but you can never forget the fun, conversations and nonsensical things that you used to get up to before (well most anyway).

I think i'll start trying to find time to catch up with all those that my path has crossed in life at one point or another. It's not going to be easy as i'm seldom on the comp as opposed to last time but i'll try and give it a go.

In the meantime, I hope all of you have a merry xmas and stay safe in every aspect and enjoy the festive season.